Welcome to my Blog.
My name is James Mackay and at the moment I don't really have much of a clue why I am here. The only thing I do know is that I want to write. I've been wanting to write for some time now, put my thoughts out there and get some feedback on them from random faces of the internet but alas as I've just been living in a state of overthinking and consistently talking myself out of it. The modern Stoics would probably say "I'm giving away too many fucks." Which is totally true as I've sat many times to write something towards this and battled with myself until I gave up.
It's finally time for action, it's finally time to stop giving so many fucks about my ego. It's time to remove the middle man of indecision.
There is going to be a lot of "out there" material on this blog and things may find their way into that part of your brain that reacts and shout's "You have offended me!" This isn't my intention although I can't control what you get offended by I will attempt to keep my writings civil and refrain from logical fallacies and not fire abuse at anyone.
I have tried throughout my life to stick to logic and to find the objective viewpoint of this so seemingly subjective world. Heck, what a challenge it's been! Can the world be viewed objectively? Or are we completely lost within our subjective viewpoints. I think... it totally can. It's part of the aim of this blog to find some of that objective nature of this reality. My life has generally been very subjective and I've not spent much time trying to look beyond that.
I've spent a long time with addiction and one could even say I have one of those addictive personalities. This has become increasingly tire-sum and I lack awareness and understandings on how to tackle this challenge. This lack of discipline in oneself, this consistent battling within one's own mind, a fighting for a choice, fighting for an indisputable 'I'. It's all very draining but it's all so enlightening towards the human brain. Having an interest in psychology or as I like to call it Zhas helped immensely.
Well, I hope to get across some of that in this blog. It's going to be a wild ride, and completely within the realms of the unknown unknowns at the moment... but soon they will be known unknowns and possibly... known knowns!
Thank you for visiting.